2nd week of work.

today is the first day of the second week at work. i must say work is so far all right but i do miss the little girl very much.

i dont miss her like every second but every night when i watched her sleep beside me, i wondered how does she looked like when she ate her cheese in the morning? how much milk did she have? did she cry during nap time? what did she looked like when she tried new food? did popo secretly let her watch tv while she was having her meal? i feel like i have missed out so much of her life. =(

this morning when i went out, she was still sleeping. 

i cannot believe that the weekend was already over and i tried to recall the amount of time i had with her. it wasnt much. 

its new week again and i am hoping i that it would get better. maybe it wont get better but we just have to get use to it.