Monday, September 28, 2015

was searching online for baby names ideas.
didnt know where to start so begin to search for 'rosanne' hoping that the website may provide some names for siblings of rosanne. #ithinkiamsosmart
and i saw this...



expression #5 sounds somewhat like her!

People with this name are excited by change, adventure, and excitement. They are dynamic, visionary and versatile, able to make constructive use of freedom. They fight being restricted by rules and conventions. They tend to be optomistic, energetic, intelligent, and to make friends easily. They may be changeable, restless, untidy, and rebellious.

when we named her, we just hoped that she will be a graceful rose.. did not read much into the name..
i think this time we have to be more careful.. lol..


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我的大眼妹!

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

what's with these pregnancy dreams anyway..

last week, i kept dreaming of morbid stuff...
death of both people i know and strangers on the street, witnessing death, getting lost in the forest, dropping off a cliff and a killer whale ate a buoy outside my bedroom. -.-"

the ultimate was dreaming of my own death.
i was in a accident and survived. was in some old england country not sure where and they decided to have a ceremony for me in a church.
i was to choose the details of decoration, flowers and etc. 
but somehow i felt disconnected to the people around me. they asked me questions but it seems like they were unable to hear me but yet they just continued talking.
when the ceremony was prepared i realised it was my own funeral that i am preparing.
and i realised i have to die after the ceremony...
i started to cry and shout how unfair it is and i dont want to die yet..
daddy stroked my hair and told me that how sad he is that things turn out like this. what he said is not replying to what i said..
it ended with me shouting to the dodo that i really dont want to die yet, i havent use my new mascara..... -________-"



after that night, i was a little scare to go to sleep. =(

and last night, i dreamt that i was divorced.. T.T
i met the hubs on the streets one day and realised both of us are no longer wearing our rings. so sad...

Friday, September 18, 2015

was home alone with the little girl this morning.
she made a poo and so i gave her her morning bath and played a little with her..
when it was time to get out of the shower she ignored me and continued to play with her toothbrush.
-_-"

so i said ok, mummy give you five more minutes ok?
she said yes.

she was actually slowly sipping water from her yellow cup and gargling her mouth.
which was cute to watch. hahaha.
but i went to put away her bathe stuff and after the five minutes, i went back to collect her.

me: rosanne, its time to get out of the shower!
her: 싫어!

-_____-"


really!? did i watched too much korean? or its just her shichida class?
but i am very sure of what i heard!

Thursday, September 10, 2015



my little girl is really sweet..

this morning, she hovered around me asking me to wear my shoes so that we can go out.. she even help me take my shoes and placed it at my feet.. then I told her I haven't wear my sock so she started to look for my socks for me.. after probably about 10mins she gave up and put my shoes back in the corner. 

but when she saw me wearing my socks, she quickly took my shoes and placed it at my feet and even attempted to help me put them on.. :) 

but mummy never say thank you and even chase her with her monster socks.. 



hahaha.