did that just happened??

my in-laws went over to lil zt's house to fetch her home to stay over for the weekdays.
just as soon as she stepped in the house, she starting wailing loudly!

i was in my room ironing and swearing why nobody was trying to "talk" her into stop crying. instead everyone was distracting her with toys and phones. please, she is two already right! why do we still need to "bluff" her? cant she understand that she cant cry for everything?! my kid will never be like this!

while i was buried in my angry thoughts, the hubs carried the crying spoilt brat into the room.. and when i saw her sad face with all the tears coming out from her precious moment eyes... awww.. zt, what happened to you? i said in my sweetest cooing voice possible. two is still young actually, maybe we can start talking to her when she is three and the poor lil girl just miss her mama.. so understandable right... maybe monkie could make her feel better? wait, why am thinking like this and why am i giving her MY monkie........ i am supposed to be angry, right?

i believed that i just have been bewitched by the cutest two year old.  

suddenly i realised that i am going to have quite an excited next half of 2013 coming up!

trip to taiwan in july booked! YAY!
er.. actually we havent booked the to go tix.. but still... YAY!
looking forward to our babymoon! finally some alone time with each other..
not sure if i will do something gong-gong to piss the hubs off but love him to bits for organising the trip!

i am so going to love my july!
2 more weeks to visit to the gynae and will probably get to know if 小貝貝 is a boy and girl then i can buy loads of stuff for him/her during my trips. so my smart lil one, please let me know ok, if you want nice clothes and toys... =)
16 days to seeing the dodo!
37 days to our babymoon!


i will be shifting back sengkang home in aug! sounds tiring but finally i can spend lesser travelling time to/fro work and sleep more! and cab fare will also be halved! wooot! not that i would be taking cab to/fro work but just in case....


dodo will be back in sg in sept and i cant wait to hangout with her, chin chin the king and amanda! it also will be mooncake festival - family gatherings with loads of mooncakes and slipping tea under the full moon!
oh.. and there will be two weddings in sept - chin&chloe's and jooch&chloe's! so exciting! and i can get to wear pretty pretty! no they are both different chloe.


oct will be the last working month in 2013 for me! hopefully i will get all work stuff sorted out by then.


nov will be busy/scary/exciting! planning to have a 2 weeks break before minibean arrives. do some last minute shopping and stuff.


dec will be fun with the lil one's first month celebration and by then confinement would by over and i can get to enjoy our first christmas with minibean!

so how does my jul-dec sounds? good right? =)

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anyway, found my favourite japanese bento stall - kazan japanese cuisine.

it was previously at tanjong pagar market but now it has shifted to 

335 smith street #02-003 chinatown food complex.

i always like the salmon and karaage chicken. 

going to sleep now with a satisfied tummy, good night everyone!

how can this be PSI124 only.... something got wrong...

plagued by bad dreams

have been having bad dreams the past few nights and they all seems so real! =(


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it all started on wednesday night. i dreamt that i had a loose tooth which was already falling out.. so i used my tongue to "shake" it abit and it came out! so disturbing can. and the tooth that dropped out was shiny at the sides and looked gemed. -_-"

anyway for fun i went to google the meaning of the dream and apparently women in menopause would have such dreams.. i am barely 30 and i am having dream of a menopause woman! T____________________T

such dreams may stem from a fear of rejection, sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old - dream moods, falling teeth

not too far off from the truth... *sobs.. anyway to solve the fear of rejection and slow down aging... i have bought myself new make up and facial products and have been doing mask with the hubs!

after getting pregnant, i have been trading my face time with sleep time - skipping moisturiser/mask/makeup just to have 2 more winks... i kept convincing myself that since i dont have much acne, my skin must have become better and therefore could cut some slacks. but the truth, wrinkles have been appearing underneath my eyes and tired eyes are getting hard to ignore.. *booo... so hopefully the gold eye mask the hubs got me is working and the make up will put back some radiant back to my face!

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on thursday night, i dreamt that i got off work 2 hours unofficially..
the bad part was the trouble i got myself into. =(

it was a boring dream but i am too tired to wake myself from the dream.

i think i am just very tired of work..


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i cant remember my friday night dream.. only remember being awake at 730am on saturday morning.


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saturday night was too hot for dreams. kept tossing around and waking up =(


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and last night (sunday), i dreamt that i was packing for a camp!
was to leave the house at 7am but at 830 i am still at home packing!

the frustrating thing was, stuffs i put inside the bag never appeared! -_-"
really what kind of dream is this...

somehow during the dream, i know i am dreaming but i refuse to wake up cus the alarm have not rang yet.. that is also why i was not panicking in the dream. i keep telling my mom, who was rushing me, that i still have plenty of time cus my alarm have not ring yet..


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where have my all my happy dreams gone too?

seriously!? o.O

30 mins to knock off time and i think i am going to die....... =(

rain rain where are you? 

source : nea psi reading

are you suddenly feeling more comfortable? thats because a nice gentleman with his wife just gave up his seat for us on the train!

i said "thank you" for you too.. you have to say it yourself next time. =)

benjamin&pihtai's II - 9jun13

just a few more photos from the wedding. =)

benjamin&pihtai's - 8jun13

tot the hubs looks great so i am going ahead to post it though i dont like my jaw here. 

looked so fat.. but the hubs says thats cus my face is skinnier already so the jaw looked big... =(

at 11.10am.. the happy bride came in =)

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and an hour later..

finally mr & mrs ben ong. =)

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 vanilla tea with scones!  

happy tea. 

no really, the favour of the tea is happy tea. 

i am glad that i am not the bride this time round. so that i can have the time to have tea with them! heehee. 

really thank the Lord for giving me sisters like them - to have them growing up with me in Chirst.

was just complaining to mummy yesterday about my right leg.. it is the leg that is always cramping in the middle of the night and making me wake up in tears.. the cramps were so bad the past two nights that during the day i still can feel the pain and stairs are really painful for me :( but luckily my left leg was good.. 

guess what? as usual, i am happy too early about my "not-going-to-happen" pregnancy symptoms.. my left leg cramped in the middle of the night! T_______T

it was like that with morning sickness too.. dr han was telling me, during my 8th week scan, ways to deal with morning sickness and i told her confidently that "no lah, won't happen one" and it started the following week! :(

okie back to leg cramps.

being a first-timer cramp-er, the left leg really surprised me.. it hurt as much as the right.. okie i know it has nothing to do with first timer but probably the stage of pregnancy i am at now.. i think it accumulated the cramps and gave it to me all at once and so now i have two crampy legs and am waddling my way to work :( 

and so we still do not know if it is a boy or girl but since so many people have already started noticing, maybe we should have an announcement..

WE HAVE A BUN IN THE OVEN! =)


probably that would explain why the lack of post and tweets about food cravings and other random stuff.. =P

so far the favourite photo i have of the minibean. 

anyway, i have not been really that lazy.. i have been writing (a little) but just not posting and they are now posted here. =)