Crab.

never met a person such as him.

rude. obnoxious. loud.

still feeling so unjust and angry inside.

but i will learn to manage people like him.

make them shut up and just listen.

every morning, when i hear them walking through that door.. my only wish is that someone would zap me back to aussie.

for the past months, i think i have used up all my ideas on things to motivate myself - paychecks, lunch treats, bus rides, her, dressing up, indulge myself in retail therapy, promises that i know wont come true...

as each day past, the picture gets clearer. but what would happen to her? where should i go next?

i am tired.