I am officially a "三婶" today cus zhiting just called me that!

what a smart lil girl! :))

i need yoga before i die of heart attack.
i am in a room full and i can hear my heart pumping.

i fucking hate retards with no medical disability.
chaser emails are not medicine. stop feeding me them 4 times a day!!
i am not the retard here you know.
you havent even done your part, why the hell are you chasing me?

oh.. yes i am pretty i know and i dont like you. so stop chasing me.

barely an hour into work, 4 emails already. sigh.

with people like that, no wonder my heart is not pumping well.

pissed.

still feeling very lousy. =(

all was fine. though i couldnt keep myself at neutral buoyancy and keep hitting the pool floor but hey i was left with about 6 (out of 16) more skills set to go and a few more to perfect.

suddenly the fear of accidents that might happen 10m or more under the sea seeps in.. i was only 2m deep. though i am not that tall but at 2m, i just need to kick a little and no need to worry about decompression and just shoot up. but 10m under the water? thats a long way.

suddenly i could not keep water out of my mask and my second stage. i could not clear water out of my mask too. it was "suddenly", because i already know how and could do it. suddenly i could not coordinate my nose and mouth. i can hear kel telling me "just dont panic" in my head. so i just kept trying to clear my mask and keep myself calm. but i just could not do it and had drank lots of water too.

the instructor was nice and ask if i need to rest and i said yes. after a 10mins break i tried again. and i still cannot clear my mask and drank even more water.

the thought of "this might happen in the sea 18m below water" and fear of accident/drowning/dying was too great and i said it, "i give up". i asked if i can give up cus suddenly i am not comfortable in water anymore.

since yesterday, i have been feeling lousy and useless.

princess is convinced that all i need was another pool session to build up my confidence in water. apparently the instructor told him that i was doing all my skills well.

so.. what should i do now? =((

at the point that i was feeling terrible in the water, i kept asking myself why am i doing this? do i really want to see the fishes in the water? ok lor. i can live with the photos princess take. do i really want to go scuba with princess? yes... but cant swim + cant differentiate between nose & mouth + not comfortable in water + >10m under water + absentminded nature... does that sound like suicide to you?

CHIN CHIN THE KING's BIG TWENTY-FIRST!

took a day off so that i could be the earliest attendee at her birthday! =P
but first some shopping and lunch with pikachu!

=)

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happy 21st, love! 

in love with myself today.

i think i am pretty today..

i like my hair and my eyes today.. 

=)

yah.. its today only..

“You are beautiful. Know this. Anyone who tells you otherwise is simply lying. You are beautiful.”― Steve Maraboli, Unapologetically You: Reflections on Life and the Human Experience

after almost five months of not running i took 36 mins to run 4.2km.. so cui.. =(
can feel my fats itching somemore.. lol

still have the habit of counting motorbike when i run though. 5 bikes tonight. =)

strawberry shortcake in a jar

• 1 boxed Yellow Cake Mix, baked according to package directions 
• 1 can vanilla frosting 
• 1 (8 ounce) whipped topping 
• 1 quart fresh strawberries mixed with 1/4 cup sugar 

Crumble the yellow cake mix into large chunks.
Press a small amount of the crumbled cake mix into the bottom of four small canning jars.
In a small bowl, mix together the frosting and whipped topping.
Spoon a small amount on top of the cake layer.
Spoon a few strawberries on top of the frosting layer, add another layer of cake, frosting, and strawberries. 
Top each jar with a lid and ring.
Store in the fridge up to 12 hours before serving.

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i am so going to do this for my kid's birthday and maybe with other types of fruits or tiramisu one for more choices. =)
am i pregnant already? no.

please dont steal my idea okie. if you are going to do this for some celebration too, dont invite me and dont let me see photos of it. if i see it, i make sure i tell the WHOLE WORLD you stole my idea and i saw this first on 17 August 2012, 4.59pm.

dont want people to know then why post? cus in case got people want to do it for their wedding, kids birthday, christmas, etc, i just want to say "I CHOPE THIS IDEA FOR MY KID'S BIRTHDAY ALREADY"! =P



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bananas and pines...

but where is my pines!? Zzzzz

birthdays weekend.

went for steamboat/bbq dinner at bugis and headed to Bugis+ for ice cream!

yum yum. =)

just in case you are wondering, nope, no one's birthday.. just want to post photo of me and my ice cream.  

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attended xuan nuo's mickey minnie themed first birthday party on saturday...

... and mummy's belated birthday dinner. 

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on sunday, we went jumbo for da-gu's 60th birthday!

 chilli crab!

should i get diving license or visit dodo in melbourne?