still waiting..

its 8am and i am still waiting.
have been here since 11 last night.
getting a little anxious and worried.
wondering why am i here.. again.
after the last time, i was so sure i will not be doing any more via natural.sigh.
but so far everything is good.
came in with a 3cm dilation and it has progress to 4cm on its own.
dr kenneth is coming ard again at 11 later.
hopefully by then there will be more progress :)
getting a little excited to see how my little baby will look like!


any way i think some doctor just whistle a hymn along the corridor and i am reminded that everything is in His hands.
i just need to pray and trust that He will bring us safely though this. :)

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Turn your eyes upon Jesus | Helen Howarth Lemmel
O soul, are you weary and troubled?
No light in the darkness you see?
There’s light for a look at the Savior,
And life more abundant and free.

Chorus:
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.

Through death into life everlasting He passed,
and we follow Him there;
O’er us sin no more hath dominion
For more than conqu’rors we are!

His Word shall not fail you, He promised;
Believe Him and all will be well;
Then go to a world that is dying,
His perfect salvation to tell!

“What's in a name? that which we call a rose

By any other name would smell as sweet.”

William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

i think we have decided the last character of #小小楊貝貝 chinese name - 暄.

which according to google translator, means genial.
and genial means:

baby, hope you grow up friendly and cheerful :)

ok.. now to find the english name, with 10 days left....


names top on his list are:

abby - my father's joy. but i really think this is more suitable for firstborn and if really this name is chosen, i would rather have abigail. meaning of names is important but i feel the form of it is also important. i would not want people to think her parents are lazy and hence the short form of it. maybe i am thinking too much. lol.

ashley - dweller near the ash tree meadow. i really do not like this name for my little girl since i already have a male friend with this name. but that day on tv, one of the character was named "ashleigh" which i think is nice. again, the meaning of the name is not very meaningful.

emma - universal.

amelia - work. we actually like this name just that we are not sure if we like that meaning of the name....

phoebe - radiant, shining one. we probably will go with this if i did not have a geography teacher who liked to sit on table with her leg hair of a male for all to see by the name of phoebe. i am scarred.


names top on my list are:

sophia / sophie - wisdom.

ophelia - helper.

daphne - laurel tree, bay tree

madeline - woman from magdala; high tower

sylvia - from the forest


hopefully the hubs and i can find a name that we both can agree on soon...
argh.. but it is so hard!

i just lost the mp.

now what?

probably the first and last photo of my baby bump #2. 

13 days, maximum, to see baby!