did that just happened??

my in-laws went over to lil zt's house to fetch her home to stay over for the weekdays.
just as soon as she stepped in the house, she starting wailing loudly!

i was in my room ironing and swearing why nobody was trying to "talk" her into stop crying. instead everyone was distracting her with toys and phones. please, she is two already right! why do we still need to "bluff" her? cant she understand that she cant cry for everything?! my kid will never be like this!

while i was buried in my angry thoughts, the hubs carried the crying spoilt brat into the room.. and when i saw her sad face with all the tears coming out from her precious moment eyes... awww.. zt, what happened to you? i said in my sweetest cooing voice possible. two is still young actually, maybe we can start talking to her when she is three and the poor lil girl just miss her mama.. so understandable right... maybe monkie could make her feel better? wait, why am thinking like this and why am i giving her MY monkie........ i am supposed to be angry, right?

i believed that i just have been bewitched by the cutest two year old.  

suddenly i realised that i am going to have quite an excited next half of 2013 coming up!

trip to taiwan in july booked! YAY!
er.. actually we havent booked the to go tix.. but still... YAY!
looking forward to our babymoon! finally some alone time with each other..
not sure if i will do something gong-gong to piss the hubs off but love him to bits for organising the trip!

i am so going to love my july!
2 more weeks to visit to the gynae and will probably get to know if 小貝貝 is a boy and girl then i can buy loads of stuff for him/her during my trips. so my smart lil one, please let me know ok, if you want nice clothes and toys... =)
16 days to seeing the dodo!
37 days to our babymoon!


i will be shifting back sengkang home in aug! sounds tiring but finally i can spend lesser travelling time to/fro work and sleep more! and cab fare will also be halved! wooot! not that i would be taking cab to/fro work but just in case....


dodo will be back in sg in sept and i cant wait to hangout with her, chin chin the king and amanda! it also will be mooncake festival - family gatherings with loads of mooncakes and slipping tea under the full moon!
oh.. and there will be two weddings in sept - chin&chloe's and jooch&chloe's! so exciting! and i can get to wear pretty pretty! no they are both different chloe.


oct will be the last working month in 2013 for me! hopefully i will get all work stuff sorted out by then.


nov will be busy/scary/exciting! planning to have a 2 weeks break before minibean arrives. do some last minute shopping and stuff.


dec will be fun with the lil one's first month celebration and by then confinement would by over and i can get to enjoy our first christmas with minibean!

so how does my jul-dec sounds? good right? =)

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anyway, found my favourite japanese bento stall - kazan japanese cuisine.

it was previously at tanjong pagar market but now it has shifted to 

335 smith street #02-003 chinatown food complex.

i always like the salmon and karaage chicken. 

going to sleep now with a satisfied tummy, good night everyone!

how can this be PSI124 only.... something got wrong...

plagued by bad dreams

have been having bad dreams the past few nights and they all seems so real! =(


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it all started on wednesday night. i dreamt that i had a loose tooth which was already falling out.. so i used my tongue to "shake" it abit and it came out! so disturbing can. and the tooth that dropped out was shiny at the sides and looked gemed. -_-"

anyway for fun i went to google the meaning of the dream and apparently women in menopause would have such dreams.. i am barely 30 and i am having dream of a menopause woman! T____________________T

such dreams may stem from a fear of rejection, sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old - dream moods, falling teeth

not too far off from the truth... *sobs.. anyway to solve the fear of rejection and slow down aging... i have bought myself new make up and facial products and have been doing mask with the hubs!

after getting pregnant, i have been trading my face time with sleep time - skipping moisturiser/mask/makeup just to have 2 more winks... i kept convincing myself that since i dont have much acne, my skin must have become better and therefore could cut some slacks. but the truth, wrinkles have been appearing underneath my eyes and tired eyes are getting hard to ignore.. *booo... so hopefully the gold eye mask the hubs got me is working and the make up will put back some radiant back to my face!

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on thursday night, i dreamt that i got off work 2 hours unofficially..
the bad part was the trouble i got myself into. =(

it was a boring dream but i am too tired to wake myself from the dream.

i think i am just very tired of work..


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i cant remember my friday night dream.. only remember being awake at 730am on saturday morning.


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saturday night was too hot for dreams. kept tossing around and waking up =(


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and last night (sunday), i dreamt that i was packing for a camp!
was to leave the house at 7am but at 830 i am still at home packing!

the frustrating thing was, stuffs i put inside the bag never appeared! -_-"
really what kind of dream is this...

somehow during the dream, i know i am dreaming but i refuse to wake up cus the alarm have not rang yet.. that is also why i was not panicking in the dream. i keep telling my mom, who was rushing me, that i still have plenty of time cus my alarm have not ring yet..


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where have my all my happy dreams gone too?

seriously!? o.O

30 mins to knock off time and i think i am going to die....... =(

rain rain where are you? 

source : nea psi reading

are you suddenly feeling more comfortable? thats because a nice gentleman with his wife just gave up his seat for us on the train!

i said "thank you" for you too.. you have to say it yourself next time. =)