Wednesday, April 18, 2007

A Conversation With Him

He's in a bad mood today

Shouting and scolding everyone that went near him

Probably its the operation


His eyes caught me

So i sat down beside him

And started to talk to him


For the first time of my life

- i touch his hands

They were cold


For the first time of my life

- i felt close to him

He shared his anger


He neither shouted or scold me

He talked to me

And allowed me to talk to him


Though i could not convince him to stay in bed

He smiled

And he neither shout or scold anymore




joop chun.

Friday, April 06, 2007

Above All

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified
Laid behind a stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

***



Happy Easter to all..




joop chun.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Cheers..

... to my first job! =)


Pretty excited about the job - about the things that i will be exposed to and the things i will be doing. =)

But from now till then, few things to be done:
  1. visit www.iras.gov.sg - to brush up my tax law knowledge.. hehehe
  2. visit www.acra.gov.sg - to get myself updated.
  3. buy CLOTHES!!
  4. learn to "position myself" - i think this is the most interesting. the mindset i need to have is so different from what i always have.




joop chun.

Monday, March 12, 2007

THANKEW!! =)

You guys are the nicest and thank you for everything.


i love that conversation over dinner.. its really nice catching up with you guys.. sorry for being too busy, my bad!

i had a good laugh when leelee-tian parked the car on the "wrong-side" TWICE!! till the kiosk uncle came out to see whats wrong with us.

i will remember that tonight we
chased after planes and drove around looking for dq.. sounds boliao, but its the company.. *winks*

and i
appreciate the ride home.

thankew for the presents too!!




joop chun.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Disappointment.

Thankew for not disappointing me.

Again and again.

*

Its been such a long time. And yet the time is still not enough for you to realise what you have done.

*

I am not going close you, not because i did anything wrong or feeling too shameful to see you. Its that i do not want to get hurt by you again. But i am wrong. You still found ways to hurt me.

*

After helping you again and again, all i got was "she betrayed me".

I told you things that i should not know to help you and told you to keep it to yourself. But you went tell them.

Do not tell you me you rephrased your question or left my name out because i heard it with my own ears.

We were going "transparent" that day, me and her. We were beside each other all the while, except the time when i was telling you the little secret. Purpose was not to have unnecessary misunderstandings within me and her, not to trap you.

But that day, i caught you instead - your words with my own ears.

I gave you a chance to explain yourself. I asked you what did you say to her. You LIED through your teeth. Then i asked again. You LIED again.

Do you know how sad and hurt i was that i was afraid of myself? I was afraid that i would hurt you back. Do you know how trapped i felt with my own feelings that i cried every now and then?

I was so glad when the exams were over. I felt freed. No more obligations.

*

Even after you lied, you said i was your friend.

Do friends lie to each other?

You called me up when you were left all alone outside. You told me about the problems and fears you had. I sincerely hear you out and patiently calmed you down.

And where were you when i was all alone?

Did you even remember me?

*

When my family came, i then realised how much stuffs you have been talking to your mum about - even those that you are not supposed.

I also realised why you asked me that question out of the blue.

That was the last straw. You did not only hurt me but you hurt my family too. I could not trust you.

*

And today, i officially have a spastic smile.

When are you going to stop?




joop chun.

Monday, February 19, 2007

Happy Lunar New Year!

CNY - Day 1

New tops! New pants! New bag! New shoes! New panties!

Woah! I am a happy girl!


family.




favourite photo of the day.



CNY - Day 2

Many many photos!

I am a happy happy girl!




though a bit dark, my favourite photo of the day.



ohana.


smile!




joop chun.

Saturday, February 17, 2007