原来‘要死’和‘死了’的差别那么大。
以为常常看见你这样，心就会麻木了。
但看着你脸慢慢的失色，停止呼吸，我还是不禁地哭了。

虽然你走了，但我会想你， 永远记得你。

记得你那看着自己的子孙满堂而微笑的幸福笑容。
记得你那骂人时一副“我是阿公”的样子。
记得你的味道。

good fight 阿公！我以你而荣。

100.

autumn

spring

winter

angus & robertson

bonds

city beach

country road

just jeans

kayser

kookai

myers

nine west

sportsgirl

supre

valleygirls

witchery

bar merlo at the library

coffee at milton till wee hours

* i think this pic is classic. haha.

coffe club @ eagle pier street

three monkeys

freestyle dessert café

hanging out at fridayz

cyber city

brumby’s

fish lover @ rosalie

han ji

laska hut

malayan corner

mayfair chicken

mi sushi

nando’s

pancake manor

salt and battery

thai palace

the pizza café outside the schonell theatre

the korean restaurant at gold coast

绿茶屋

anna’s cooking

pj’s claypot rice

buttercup

chocolate easter eggs!

coke zero

fresh oysters

hungry jack’s breakfast wrap

indo mee goreng
(it does not taste the same as the ones in sg! and i dont care if they have added whatever inside, the ones in aussie is NICER!!)

lamington

smith’s sour cream & onion!

triple flavoured ice cream

the two vietnamese restaurants ard west end area

coles

woolworths

yuens

fruity capers

kmart

“old po po” road

warren st

esplanade

hawken drive

carmody road

sir fred schonell drive

south bank

brisbane river

byron bay

currumbin beach

harbour town

mount coo-tha

bbq outdoors during winter

cooking my meals

dota on fridays

gatherings + good food!!

hang out, drink and play silly games

movies at south bank

mugging for exams

road trips to nowhere

shopping in the city!

staying in the lab till wee hours

surfers paradise beach

swarming in springtime

walking to uni

ekka

river festival

jacarandas

cute little possums

bus rides

city cat

my pet

my apartment, esp my bedroom

my freedom

my housemate

my secret sachet

princess’ bedroom

simpson at 7 EVERYDAY!

v8 yute !!

the two-dollar coins

bank interest rate of 5.4% p.a.

dr michelle whitford

dr charles arcodia

cool breeze on my face when i wake up in the morning.

the beach, sand, waves, sun and happy people

sunsets

*pics to be added as and when i find them..

Crab.

never met a person such as him.

rude. obnoxious. loud.

still feeling so unjust and angry inside.

but i will learn to manage people like him.

make them shut up and just listen.

every morning, when i hear them walking through that door.. my only wish is that someone would zap me back to aussie.

for the past months, i think i have used up all my ideas on things to motivate myself - paychecks, lunch treats, bus rides, her, dressing up, indulge myself in retail therapy, promises that i know wont come true...

as each day past, the picture gets clearer. but what would happen to her? where should i go next?

i am tired.

Lion gives a hug.

aww.. look at its paws.. i want a lion.

i am bored at work.

You're a ISTJ!

That means that based on the standard measure of personality traits, you have a quiet determination and sharp mind — you're very focused and buckle down when it comes to work. You are the type of person one looks to in a crisis. While others may provide emotional support in a situation, your clear and logical thinking allows you to solve the problem at hand.

You are adaptable and can work independently or on a team. You are a careful thinker and get all the details before making any decisions. You don't jump to conclusions and stick with the facts provided. In other words, you're the go-to person for the real story, not the spin or gossip. While others may view you as a bit stubborn at times, they begrudgingly respect your ethics and straightforward approach.

LOL!

its getting more and more depressing here. 7 in the beginning now left 4. pathetic.

everyone seems stretched to their max. including me. but who would notice or bother about little me.

it just gets more mental each day. shifting stress and work load back and fro, from a person to another and back. opening, chasing and closing files. progress & performance, both highly expected. time and efficiency under constant scrutiny. head popping out at 4-5 pm every other day, 'finish this by today[fullstop]' woah, to the end of today is only 1-2 more hours dude! sometimes i cant help but think you are doing this on purpose.

what goes around comes around, they say. its just the matter of time before i will be getting the same treatment as them. scolding on birthdays, OT on festive days...

leave or not to leave. sigh....




please kick me.


update: okie lah.. not too depressing.. i got off work after a seminar at 4. lalala.. quick tell me you are jealous. =)