its getting more and more depressing here. 7 in the beginning now left 4. pathetic.

everyone seems stretched to their max. including me. but who would notice or bother about little me.

it just gets more mental each day. shifting stress and work load back and fro, from a person to another and back. opening, chasing and closing files. progress & performance, both highly expected. time and efficiency under constant scrutiny. head popping out at 4-5 pm every other day, 'finish this by today[fullstop]' woah, to the end of today is only 1-2 more hours dude! sometimes i cant help but think you are doing this on purpose.

what goes around comes around, they say. its just the matter of time before i will be getting the same treatment as them. scolding on birthdays, OT on festive days...

leave or not to leave. sigh....




please kick me.


update: okie lah.. not too depressing.. i got off work after a seminar at 4. lalala.. quick tell me you are jealous. =)