#throwbackthursday on instagram.

as i am now worrying about how the girl's next vaccination would go next week, there is a little girl out there going for a brain surgery in a few hours. i feel so shallow.

she just turned one last month and yet this is not her first brain surgery. from her photos, she is so full of smiles and according to her mommy, snuggles too. her name is colbey raye smith.

i have been following their instagram for awhile now. i started following them starting from the nap photo contest of pet cuddles. i dont like cats. but maybe because i have a little girl too and so i click the button that day.

reading all about her and looking at her photos just makes me want to be a stronger person for my child. here i am whining about my baby not growing big enough or doesnt like pillows, i cant imagine what her family are going through right now. even cries of discomfort or a prick of needle on my little girl already make my heart break into a million pieces, how can anyone survive watching their little one having seizures and brain surgeries!?

but we all do know that we have a God that watches over us. He has his plans for us and no matter what that comes our way, we just have to trust Him that He knows whats best for us and He will never leave us.

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. - Deuteronomy 31:6

will be praying much for them. pray that everything will go according in His plan. acceptance of all outcome (i learnt to pray for this from pih when i was much younger. that when we are praying for results and the outcome is not what we want, we should be reminded that God has a plan and He is in control). and no matter what happens, that the family would still keep their faith and trust in Him cus it is so hard to trust when we do not see the end of the road.

send them a prayer today if you are reading this. say a prayer for yourself too thanking Him for all He has provided.