are you suddenly feeling more comfortable? thats because a nice gentleman with his wife just gave up his seat for us on the train!

i said "thank you" for you too.. you have to say it yourself next time. =)

benjamin&pihtai's II - 9jun13

just a few more photos from the wedding. =)

benjamin&pihtai's - 8jun13

tot the hubs looks great so i am going ahead to post it though i dont like my jaw here. 

looked so fat.. but the hubs says thats cus my face is skinnier already so the jaw looked big... =(

at 11.10am.. the happy bride came in =)

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and an hour later..

finally mr & mrs ben ong. =)

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 vanilla tea with scones!  

happy tea. 

no really, the favour of the tea is happy tea. 

i am glad that i am not the bride this time round. so that i can have the time to have tea with them! heehee. 

really thank the Lord for giving me sisters like them - to have them growing up with me in Chirst.

was just complaining to mummy yesterday about my right leg.. it is the leg that is always cramping in the middle of the night and making me wake up in tears.. the cramps were so bad the past two nights that during the day i still can feel the pain and stairs are really painful for me :( but luckily my left leg was good.. 

guess what? as usual, i am happy too early about my "not-going-to-happen" pregnancy symptoms.. my left leg cramped in the middle of the night! T_______T

it was like that with morning sickness too.. dr han was telling me, during my 8th week scan, ways to deal with morning sickness and i told her confidently that "no lah, won't happen one" and it started the following week! :(

okie back to leg cramps.

being a first-timer cramp-er, the left leg really surprised me.. it hurt as much as the right.. okie i know it has nothing to do with first timer but probably the stage of pregnancy i am at now.. i think it accumulated the cramps and gave it to me all at once and so now i have two crampy legs and am waddling my way to work :( 

and so we still do not know if it is a boy or girl but since so many people have already started noticing, maybe we should have an announcement..

WE HAVE A BUN IN THE OVEN! =)


probably that would explain why the lack of post and tweets about food cravings and other random stuff.. =P

so far the favourite photo i have of the minibean. 

anyway, i have not been really that lazy.. i have been writing (a little) but just not posting and they are now posted here. =)

i have been working on a file lately and the more i go into it.. the more frustrated i am with the jr i worked with on the file. other colleagues have asked me to "cool down" and take care of my moods. i tried and failed.

i have been asking myself why. and today i suddenly realised why i cant "just relax" about it.

i am intolerant to careless mistakes and people who dont bother to check their work. i am not saying that i am perfect but at least i bother. the mistakes that i spotted is really alot and most of them i have already instructed to amend but someone just dont seems to be bothered. constant reminders to check the work also fall on deaf ears.

so why am i so bothered? my dad's fault.

i am really born an absent-minded person. always forgetting where i left my toys and crying over it. mummy would always help me find them later but not before giving me a good lashing for being forgetful. when i started school, i would start loosing water bottles, favourite story books or some pretty stationery. school work was filled with silly mistakes here and there.

i think my dad realised that my forgetfulness was getting worse... glad that he didnt gave up on me and label me "just careless/forgetful".. =P

so they tone down the scolding and put them into actions instead. when i misplace my water bottle, instead of replacing it with a fancy new one, they would "downgrade" my water bottle to those cheap kind. i would also lose "privileges" of bringing story books, fancy pencil cases etc.. he would also try lots of other funny punishments on me.. i think what my dad was trying to do was to teach me to be more responsible for myself and hence less forgetful with my belongings.

when other classmates go home with 96/100, their parents will shower them with candies and new toys. my dad would cane me once for each careless mistake i made.

though my work may not be mistake free, but i have a habit to check my work. and now that i am working, i still do that.

there was once, my sisters and i were complaining in front of daddy, who he was the strictest with. i complained that i am the worst treated, since i was the one with the most careless mistakes.. daddy just said, but that helped you right? and he was right. =)



i am really glad that i have a daddy like my daddy. =)
happy birthday daddy! i love you.

its with a sad heart i type this.. i think i lost a friend and i do not think there is anything i can or should do it get him back.

just last week i was so happy with facebook that i found a lost friend. a friend i made while i was doing volunteering work in thailand. and to those who know me since back then would understanding why the people i met there are so important to me.

but its kinda sad that this friend seem to come back into my life for the wrong reason and i think its the best to "keep the distance" =(

saying things like he married someone who looks like me kinda makes me..... er.... but the hubs on the other hand is totally cool about it.. his reason? that means my wife is hot mah... -_-"