just in case you havent heard about it yet, your daddy is bringing us to the beach this weekend!

are you excited?

i will be more excited if i could get you a cute bathing suit / trunks =P
oh well, i guess i just have to be more patient.

Can't decide between a 大包 or 豆沙包 so I got both! =P

Kings of Kings, Majesty - Jarrod Cooper

Kings of Kings, Majesty
God of heaven, living in me
Gentle Saviour, closest friend
Strong Deliverer, Beginning and End
All within me falls at Your throne

Chorus
Your Majesty, I can but bow
I lay my all, before You now
In royal robes, I don't deserve
I live to serve Your Majesty

Earth and heaven worship You
Love Eternal, Faithful and True
Who bought the nations, ransomed souls
Brought this sinner near to Your throne
All within me cries out in praise

though it wasnt for me, but it stuck with me for quite awhile. 

something which i think i need right now... :)

so there is only one of you inside huh! phew!

its okie if there are still two of you inside okie.. i will still love you both as much...

but being a first time mom... can you imagine the frequency of errors i am going to make? twice? =P


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it was really lovely (actually more than lovely but i cant find a word to exactly describe how i feel) and relieved to see and hear your heartbeat. your heart flickers on the screen like firefly.

it really feels amazing that i have a little life inside me! but i wont think too much about it cus it will start to feel like what your dad says - i have a monster inside me...

he is just joking, he is just as excited about you as me.. he was so moody and sulky this morning that he have to wake up before 9 on a weekend but after seeing you, he cant stop smiling and talking. -_-"

hello there! 

quite small, just about 16mm only.. 

people have started to ask if i want you to be a boy or a girl.

i dont care if you are a boy or a girl.

but either, you have to stick it through your life.

its not the people against you.

its you against God.

He have His reasons but He makes no mistakes.

jie jie says, stay happy and positive!

people around have recently keep reminding me to be happy and smile more.. even the stranger on the bus was asking me smile after catching me frowning in deep thoughts. =S

thanks everyone. i will try to smile more and be positive!